my vo1d

My name is Laika.
Welcome to my void.

2025-12-16 07:17:55

This is a call for help –
After changing my course
I am completely lost –

Mayday

One engine already gone –
I'm begging for the second
to stay with me –

Mayday

I hear it rumbling already –
You're my last hope –
Please – Stay with me –

Mayday

One soul, zero pax –
Just waiting for the crash
and being covered in debris –

Mayday

Even if someone hears my call
right now –
It's too late to help me

2025-12-04 10:57:22

Although I've pretended for years, I don't know what it takes to be a man. Nonetheless, they've treated me as one.

2025-12-01 16:23:12

From now on youre just my property 😈 17:23

(⸝⸝ ♡﹏♡⸝⸝)

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2025-11-11 21:09:33

If you dont make the sub come, she just continues to be a bratty asshole -.-

22:09
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2025-10-18 09:27:02

Old newspaper headline: 'WHEN GIRL-BOY WEDS BOY-GIRL, WHO'LL BE BOSS?'

2025-10-12 11:42:11

Guess I'm back. A lot has happened. Some things were good, some are even great. And some make me go insane. HRT shows progress, but not with my anxiety.

I still feel like have no community that I belong to. And learning new things is hard rn.

but i feel like getting back to coding, so that's good.

2025-09-29 11:38:00

Version of the antifascist action logo with surrounding test: 'SOMETIMES KINKY - ALWAYS ANTIFASCIST'. Middle shows two hearts.

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2025-02-25 23:56:21

I fear the man in the mirror. I fear his ugliness. I fear that he follows me outside. I fear that he lets everyone know. I fear that he gets more noticeable. I fear that HRT won’t stop him. I fear that he’ll never leave me alone.

2025-01-28 12:51:12

Puking unicorn with text: 'SICK OF IT ALL -- FUCK RACISM, SEXISM, HOMOPHOBIA, ANTISEMITISM, TRANSPHOBIA, FASCISM, CONSPIRACY THEORIES!'

2025-01-12 20:06:46

Sticker: 'LEBENSMITTEL SIND KEINE LUXUSARTIKEL. FÜR MUNDRAUB, LADENDIEBSTAHL UND KOLLEKTIVES PLÜNDERN.'

2024-11-24 21:31:13

I finally found some queer peers not that far away. It helped me feeling less lonely because they all understand what i ponder on.

I hope that my mind gets some time to rest.

2024-10-27 16:52:01

Mood: wanna trade my t*stosterone for some tits

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2024-09-22 17:06:31

The last weeks have been rough. I am trying to find to myself, figuring out who i really want to be. A therapist told me that there is likely no definitive conclusion about who I am. And this leads me to trying shit out. Ngl it is somewhat freeing.

2024-07-08 21:01:42

I am not and i cannot stress this enoughfeeling fergalicious rn